Friday, December 31, 2021
New Year's Eve
Thursday, December 30, 2021
New Year's Eve...Eve
It is New Year’s
Eve…Eve. Two more days left in 2021.
I heard you just
say, “Good riddance.” I heard you say,
“About time.” I am over this year
too. I ready for a New Year as much as
anyone.
Yet, too often the
New Year can feel a lot like the Old Year.
Just because we put up a new calendar, doesn’t mean everything is
suddenly amazing. We may try to make
resolutions and will ourselves to live a new way, but the ruts and routines of
our lives are well-worn and established.
Today, I want to invite you to remember an invitation from Jon Acuff:
Forgive your
former self.
Enjoy your present
self.
Be kind to your
future self.
Is there anything
you need to let go of from 2021? Pain or
anger at a person who will never say, “Sorry”?
Have you been living in a way over the last two years that has left you
drained and depleted? I want to leave behind
in 2021 the daily meetings in my mind between fear, anxiety, stress and strain
that they demand I attend…and bring them all donuts. I am not even all that fond of donuts. What
might need to be forgiven today for yourself and for the sake of your self in
2022? Remembering ~ forgiveness doesn’t
mean forgetting, but it does mean that the hurt doesn’t hold the steering wheel
of your life either.
How might you
enjoy your present self? I love the
invitation to enjoy my-today-self. Not
that awesome version of yourself that you think by the end of January when you
will have lost twenty pounds, have connected with God in ways that cause you to
levitate, repaired all broken relationships, and solved world peace. I mean, leave something for February!! Enjoy your less-than-perfect ~~ YET still
made in God’s image self today.
Start that as a prayer practice for every day in 2022.
Finally, be kind
to your future self. I do this by
getting rest, exercise, reading, eating good food, being compassionate toward
myself so that care and love can flow from me.
What do you need
to forgive?
How can you enjoy
yourself/others/God in this new day?
How can you be
kind so that tomorrow, and every tomorrow in 2022, can be a new day?
May those
questions sit and sing out melody to you this day. Amen.
Wednesday, December 29, 2021
Christmas Week take Three
Today, I invite us
to return to the poetry prayer of John 1:1-14 from the Voice translation:
Before time itself
was measured, the Voice was speaking.
The
Voice was and is God.
2 This celestial Word remained ever
present with the Creator;
3 His speech shaped the entire
cosmos.
Immersed in the practice of creating,
all things that exist were birthed in Him.
4 His breath filled all things
with a living, breathing light—
5 A light that thrives in the depths of darkness,
blazes through murky bottoms.
It cannot and will not be quenched.
6 A man named John,
who was sent by God, was the first to clearly articulate the source of
this Light. 7 This baptizer put
in plain words the elusive mystery of the Divine Light so all
might believe through him. Some wondered whether he might be the Light, 8 but
John was not the Light. He merely pointed to the Light. 9 The
true Light, who shines upon the heart of everyone, was coming
into the cosmos.10 He entered our world, a world He
made; yet the world did not recognize Him. 11 Even
though He came to His own people, they refused to listen and receive
Him. 12 But for all who did receive and trust in
Him, He gave them the right to be reborn as children of
God; 13 He bestowed this birthright not by human
power or initiative but by God’s will.
14 The Voice took on
flesh and became human and chose to live alongside us. We have
seen Him, enveloped in undeniable splendor—the one true Son of
the Father—evidenced in the perfect balance of grace and truth.
Where do you sense
God’s voice guiding you? In whom do you
often to hear God’s voice? Where might
the light be leading you in these dwindling December days? May these questions and so many more awaken
hope, surround you with peace, fill you with love, and enfold/hold you in
love. Amen.
Tuesday, December 28, 2021
Christmas Week take Two
I pray you found joy/laughter/hope/peace/love
in Billy Collins’ poem from yesterday.
You may want to re-read that poem prayer today and every day for the
coming weeks. You can return to poetry time
and time again (like Scripture) always finding something new, because YOU are
different every time you read a poem.
Today, I invite
you to turn toward the poem, “December Morning in the Desert,” by Alberto RĂos.
Before you read
the poem below, have you ever been to the desert? What was the experience like? My family and I visited the desert in the
middle of summer. It was hot and
dry. I suddenly knew what it was like to
be a shirt twirling and tumbling in the dryer.
I never knew how heat could just wrap around you like a blanket and the
sun unceasingly soak everything all around.
Even if you have
never been to the desert, let Rios take us there with these words:
“The morning is
clouded and the birds are hunched,
More cold than hungry, more numb than loud,
This crisp,
Arizona shore, where desert meets
The coming edge of the winter world.
It is a cold news
in stark announcement,
The myriad stars making bright the black,
As if the sky
itself had been snowed upon.
But the stars—all those stars,
Where does the
sure noise of their hard work go?
These plugs sparking the motor of an otherwise quiet sky,
Their flickering
work everywhere in a white vastness:
We should hear the stars as a great roar
Gathered from the
moving of their billion parts, this great
Hot rod skid of the Milky Way across the asphalt night,
The assembled, moving
glints and far-floating embers
Risen from the hearth-fires of so many other worlds.
Where does the
noise of it all go
If not into the ears, then hearts of the birds all around us,
Their hearts
beating so fast and their equally fast
Wings and high songs,
And the bees, too,
with their lumbering hum,
And the wasps and moths, the bats, the dragonflies—
None of them sure
if any of this is going to work,
This universe—we humans oblivious,
Drinking coffee,
not quite awake, calm and moving
Into the slippers of our Monday mornings,
Shivering because,
we think,
It’s a little cold out there.”
I love how this poem draws our attention to the vastness of life and the ordinary of slippers on our Monday mornings. I love how Rios connects humans to the variety of creation. I pray this poem opens you to God’s presence on this day. Amen.
Monday, December 27, 2021
Christmas Week take One
During this season
of Christmas, we want to share two poems with you to stir your hearts and sit
in your souls. Poetry asks us to slow
down. You cannot rush or race your way
through a poem. Unlike a refrigerator
repair manual, there is no step-by-step guide in a poem. There is no “correct” answer to a poem. There is only the experience
of the poem. Today, I invite you to read
Billy Collins Questions About Angels.
Before you even
read the poem, what questions do you have about angels? If you had a chance to interview the herald
angels at Jesus’ birth, what might you ask?
What have you always wondered about these messengers of God? That is what “angel” means – a messenger. I wonder what songs the angels sang to the
shepherd? I wonder did they sing
acapella or play an instrument? I wonder
if you have ever heard an angel sing?
What messages would you like to receive right now from God? I know I have a thousand questions I would
like God to text me about concerning the virus, how we treat each other, how to
share Christ’s love, who will win the Super Bowl, how should I lead a church
right now when there is a thick fog over everything we seem to do and normal
isn’t anywhere in sight? And those are
the questions just off the top of my head.
What questions do
you have for the divine dancing within you?
Then, slowly read the
following poem. You may wish to read the
words aloud.
Of all the
questions you might want to ask
about angels, the
only one you ever hear
is how many can
dance on the head of a pin.
No curiosity about
how they pass the eternal time
besides circling
the Throne chanting in Latin
or delivering a
crust of bread to a hermit on earth
or guiding a boy
and girl across a rickety wooden bridge.
Do they fly
through God's body and come out singing?
Do they swing like
children from the hinges
of the spirit
world saying their names backwards and forwards?
Do they sit alone
in little gardens changing colors?
What about their
sleeping habits, the fabric of their robes,
their diet of
unfiltered divine light?
What goes on
inside their luminous heads? Is there a wall
these tall
presences can look over and see hell?
If an angel fell
off a cloud, would he leave a hole
in a river and
would the hole float along endlessly
filled with the
silent letters of every angelic word?
If an angel delivered
the mail, would he arrive
in a blinding rush
of wings or would he just assume
the appearance of
the regular mailman and
whistle up the
driveway reading the postcards?
No, the medieval
theologians control the court.
The only question
you ever hear is about
the little dance
floor on the head of a pin
where halos are
meant to converge and drift invisibly.
It is designed to
make us think in millions,
billions, to make
us run out of numbers and collapse
into infinity, but
perhaps the answer is simply one:
one female angel
dancing alone in her stocking feet,
a small jazz combo
working in the background.
She sways like a
branch in the wind, her beautiful
eyes closed, and
the tall thin bassist leans over
to glance at his
watch because she has been dancing
forever, and now
it is very late, even for musicians.
May the
poem/prayer above continue to help you celebrate the mystery of Christ’s birth
every day this week. Amen.
Friday, December 24, 2021
Love is Born Tonight
We’ve arrived at
Bethlehem. We have once again made our
way to the stable where hope, peace, joy, and love culminate and come together
in human form overflowing with the Divine.
God enters our world tonight to awake our awareness of the original goodness
for all creation, God’s prayerful plea and purpose for life. We are on the cusp of proclaiming good news
of great joy for all the world.
I pray you will
join in one of our Christmas Eve services.
5 pm is outdoors
and will feature: Betsy Traba (flute) and Fernado Traba (bassoon). Greg will lead us in singing for all Sarasota
to hear. Preludes start at 4:45 pm and
we will sing Silent Night as the sun is setting…BEAUTIFUL!!
8 pm is in the
sanctuary AND online. Meghan Jones (violin)
and Natalie Helm (cello), along side our amazing choir will once again soak the
walls of our sanctuary with the sacredness of this night. Preludes start at 7:45 pm and children will
process the Creche/manger scene. We will
share the light of Christ and sing, Silent Night.
Fellowship time
hosted by COLLAGE. You are welcome to
stay after 8 pm or come early for the 11 pm service.
11 pm is in the
sanctuary featuring communion and our voices singing carols to the glory of
God. We will close the service going out
into Sarasota singing, Silent Night.
All services, I
pray will help you remember YOU are God’s beloved. Within you there are flames of hope, peace,
joy, and love that the world needs today.
We will be drenched in candlelight at all services singing, “Silent
Night”. For onto YOU…yes you…a
child is born. Onto YOU…yes you…God’s
love enters our lives tonight. Onto
You…yes you…your soul feels its worth on this night. See you at one of the services. Amen.
Thursday, December 23, 2021
Love Part Four
It is Christmas Eve Eve…which I know is not a holiday, but maybe should be? I pray yesterday you engaged prayerfully in a moment to prepare for God’s entry into the world. Whether yesterday you engaged in an activity or sat silently and listened to music or feasted on a food that tasted like “childhood”.
Today…do it again.
Some people are thinking, “Wait, isn’t this devotional supposed to be different every day?”
I think sometimes in the midst of our calendars being too full, we believe that one moment to intentionally prepare our hearts for the mystery of Christ’s birth should be enough. But my soul needs more space. My heart needs more room to raise a hand and suggest another way to make today a holy day so that tomorrow might sing to my life in a new way.
Pause this morning and ponder the ways you might move about the hours before you. I invite you to be intentional. I realize you may have tasks that need to be done on your to-do list. Family might be arriving…presents need to be wrapped…and you may still need to go to the grocery store.
Perhaps today isn’t about adding one more thing, but being thoughtful about how you go about what how you move about today.
Can you prepare
the breakfast casserole for Christmas morning while mixing in love?
Can you share
peace with others when you are in the store, looking the cashier in the eyes?
Can you be open to
joy as you go about the things you need to do?
How might this day have hope woven into each moment?
Whether you choose
to add an activity intentionally or intentionally go about the activities you
have…I pray for God’s presence, Emmanuel, to enfold and hold
you. One more day until the most
meaningful night of the Christian calendar.
May today be a beautiful day to encounter the Eternal each second. Amen.
Wednesday, December 22, 2021
Love Part Three
I pray yesterday
you found ways to sit in the holy darkness sensing God’s love enfolding and
hold you. I pray you found ways for the
candle of Love to guide you on the longest night. I invite you today to ask yourself,
“What is one way I
can clear away the clutter for the Christ-child and God to enter into my heart
anew and afresh on Friday?”
I know that is a
big question. I appreciate if suddenly
you feel like a child who didn’t study for the test and are thinking, “Um, I
don’t really know.” Yet, I encourage you
to sit with this question for awhile.
You don’t need to come up with the absolutely most perfect answer ever. I am asking for one way your shy soul is
suggesting you might engage prayerfully and intention between now and Friday.
You might clear
away the clutter by sitting silently listening for God.
You might blast
and blare carols, joining your voice in singing out Joy to the World.
You might bake
some sweet treat you can remember your grandmother making on the days before
Christmas. By the way, I always remember
my grandmother would make a candy called, “Divinity” which was essentially one
full bag of sugar, a few eggs, and light corn syrup (just in case the bag of
sugar wasn’t sweet enough. Plus, it was
“light”, so it’s healthy right?).
Alongside the fudge my grandmother would make, it is a wonder sometimes
that I still have teeth left.
I digress.
I want you, dear
reader, to know that you don’t have to be Super Spiritual Woman or Man somehow
creating what will be the best Christmas ever.
You don’t need to have the most absolute awesomest Christmas. Be open, be heartfelt, and how God is singing
to you now.
I want you to
listen to what your soul needs before Christmas Eve.
I want you to
create intentional space for the Sacred.
I want you to have
permission to do something that helps your heart feel strangely warmed or grow
three sizes like the Grinch.
As a matter of
fact, I think today I am going to watch two of my favorite classic cartoons
from my childhood: “A Charlie Brown Christmas” (Linus telling the Christmas
Story opens my heart every time.) And
then follow that with, “How the Grinch Stole Christmas”. You gotta love the song, “You’re a mean one
Mr. Grinch.” And you are going to be
singing that all day long now. You are
welcome.
Tend to what your
life needs this day as we inch closer to the holiest night of the Christian
year.
Tuesday, December 21, 2021
Love Part Two
Today is the
longest night and shortest day of the year.
Because we live in a world of artificial light that can instantly
scatter the darkness with the flick of a switch, we may not always notice how
darkness has arrived earlier each day.
Our ancestors, however, who lived closer to the land and did not have
modern gadgets, paid more attention to the sun setting earlier and the stars
sticking around longer each day. One
scholar suggests that Solstice celebrations go back 30,000 years. You may know that Stonehenge is designed to
receive the first rays of midwinter sun.
See how much you learn reading these morning meditations? Other ways to honor this day include bonfires
or turning on only your Christmas tree with Christmas carols filling your house
as are soaked and saturated in the light.
Another suggestion
is to read the Gospel of John’s prologue/poem/prayer found in chapter 1. John tells us that in the beginning, the Word
(Wisdom or Creativity or Knowledge) was with God and was God. The two were inseparable. The two collaborated and conspired and
cooperated to craft all that is seen and unseen. Without the Word, Creation would not have
sprung forth. The Word is woven into
everything, including you, me, the lizard that just ran across my window, the
blade of grass, the bear hibernating and the hummingbird searching for food. The Word was expansive, inclusive, and
imprinted all with the Eternal.
The Word is a light. I love how
John says the light shines in the darkness…and the darkness did not and will
not ever overcome the true Light of God.
Tonight, when the
sun sets, I invite you honor this holy threshold moment. You can join us for our Longest Night
Service at 6:30 pm on Zoom. You
can turn off all the lights in your house, light ONE candle of LOVE, consider
the ways darkness often seems like it has the upper hand in our lives and
world. And prayerfully ponder where one
sliver of light might be showing you the way this week and in the weeks of the
New Year.
I encourage you
today to pay attention to the light and darkness. Where are places where nighttime has settled
in? This could be an activity you needed
to stop because of COVID or a relationship that is no longer as vibrant or
maybe physically or emotionally or spiritually you are slowing down. Notice the nighttime moments in your personal
life. I know we often want to quickly
jump to what is wrong ‘out there’ but I invite you to also pay attention to
what is unsettled ‘in here’ within you. May
you in naming, noticing the shadows also realize God’s love came at night. God’s love burst and broke into our world not
when the sun was blazing, but the stars shinning. Let God’s nighttime love meet you in this
moment on this longest day. Amen.
Monday, December 20, 2021
Love Part One
Yesterday in
church we lit the candle of “Love”. Now
all four candles of Advent (hope, peace, joy, and love) are burning
brightly. Now all four candles are
pointing the way to where God’s pure light pours forth from a stable on
Christmas Eve. Now the candles help us
name and notice what we are searching for in our lives.
I long for hope to
hold me.
I long for peace
to take up permanent residence in my soul.
I long for joy to
be shared in serendipitous ways.
I long for love
that reminds me who and whose I am.
God’s grand entry
into our world was in a barn. Imagine that. Not a palace or some posh hotel, but a
drafty, dirty, dusty stable with animals hovering and hanging around. The only place for God was a manger – a
feeding trough for those animals. God
called Mary to be brave and bold, even though her marriage covenant was not
fulfilled. God called Joseph to go
against the grain of societal norms that said he could walk away from Mary; instead,
he stood by her. God decided that
shepherds were the public relations firm that could be share the good news of
great joy. Shepherds who were on the
lowest of the low rung of the economic and social ladder. God comes not with might or majesty or
military, but as a vulnerable baby.
If you are not
scratching and shaking your head, please re-read the above
paragraph. If what you just read doesn’t
cause your brain to feel flummoxed and full of questions, do not pass go or
collect $200. Re-read. Sit with the mystery and marvel of the
Christmas narrative we will enter on Friday night.
The greatest
mystery is that God is not distant or disinterested or disconnected from human
life; God enters human life.
This was not how many religions operated in Jesus’ day…and perhaps still
seems different from how the church works.
God enters human life with all its brokenness and beauty. Emmanuel means, “God with us.” The “us” here is all creation ~
from the tiniest creepy, crawling ant to the largest sea creature. From the soil beneath us and the stars above
us. On Friday, we celebrate God in the
flesh. This claim was, perhaps still is,
controversial. What we are preparing to
celebrate changes the world, and changes our world, our
story, our whole lives, and how we go about living today.
Sit with me in the
holy mystery of what we await to welcome at the end of this week. Let the story of God entering this world
interrupt and infuse your life this day and this week.
How might God
hovering in your life awaken hope?
How might God’s
presence make space for peace?
How might God’s
joy feed and fuel your life?
How might God’s
unconditional and unceasing love show up when you open up?
May your prayerful
pondering on this day clear out clutter for the Christ-child to enter anew and
afresh this week. Amen.
Friday, December 17, 2021
Joy Part Five
This week we’ve
been speaking about joy;
Planning,
plotting, playing, and creating a ploy;
Seeing the beauty
in life like a child with a toy;
Trying to
cultivate delight rather than being coy.
And yet, if we are
honest, sometimes joy annoys.
We are befuddled
by this word, not knowing how to deploy.
Unsure that our
ways or thoughts or actions really employ.
And we are
suspicious that sometimes the joy is a decoy.
So inside we let
our inner Scrooge or Grinch destroy.
We find ways to
defer or deflect; rather than enjoy.
Or we think that
joy is not the real McCoy.
Or maybe it will
be better if we all move to Illinois.
(Seriously,
who knew that “joy” was so hard to find words that rhyme?!?)
It is my prayer
that my amateur poetry today brought you joy, made you laugh, or think, “Don’t
quit your day job!” Or maybe the words above awoke your inner Dr. Suess to
improve on my effort. Most of all, I
pray for joy to surround you, sustain you, feed and fuel you as we continue to
make our way toward Bethlehem and where joy is discovered in a dirty, drafty
stable. Because if God can find joy in that
place, surely you and I might be able to do the same here and now. Amen.
Thursday, December 16, 2021
Joy Part Four
Videos of dogs…or
cats…or comedians…or old sitcoms from your youth…or bad jokes like this one:
Three people are
stuck on an island. One day, the three of them are walking along the beach and
discover a magic lamp. They rub and rub, and sure enough, out pops a genie.
The genie says:
“Since I can only grant three wishes, you may each have one.”
The first says:
“I’ve been stuck here for years. I miss my family, my husband, and my life. I
just want to go home.” Poof, he’s gone!
Then the second
says: “I’ve been stuck here for years as well. I miss my family, my husband,
and my life. I wish I could go home too.” Poof, she’s gone!
The third man
starts crying uncontrollably. The genie asks: “My dear, what’s the matter?”
The man whimpers:
“I miss my two friends who just left, I wish they were still here.”
I’ll wait while
you laugh…or groan…or both.
Today, I want to
encourage you to keep tending and turning toward that which brings you
joy. Each day if we would do one
act that brings us joy, what a difference that might make. What if, rather than using “joy” as a reward,
you start with joy. What if you started
the day with what brings a smile to your face, warms your heart, and stirs your
soul. As one author put it in the title
of his book, “Eat Dessert First.” Or
sing out loud. Or sit silently in the
shade of a tree.
If we do not
cultivate and create space for joy, the voices of the world ~ the demands of
our inner and our outer voices ~ will keep telling us to defer or delay our
joy. Yet, joy is here. Joy is not a destination; joy is the
way we can choose to go. May you
seek out joy and discover joy was right beside you all along.
Wednesday, December 15, 2021
Joy Part Three
A few weeks ago,
in worship, we sang, “O Come, O Come Emmanuel.”
This ancient Advent hymn is one our ancestors have sung for years. And if you listen to the words, it has a
wonderful tension built and baked into it.
The words name and notice all the brokenness – the sharp shards of life
that can wound us – the hurts and harms.
The hymn sings out about exile, loneliness, pain, envy, strife and
quarrels.
You sing it and
think, “Thanks for this uplifting thought, Eeyore.”
But the refrain
comes out of nowhere and we sing, “Rejoice, rejoice, Emmanuel shall come to
thee, O Israel.”
Um, what? The hymn just described and defined all the
good reasons why joy was distant and disconnected from our lives. And now, we are supposed to rejoice? Just like that? What about all that stuff we just sang about
pain and grief??
More importantly, how? How can I be joy-filled when there is sorrow
and separation and discrimination and pain that throbs and hearts that are
broken?
Part of the reason
why we struggle with joy is that we believe joy is exuberance or excitement or
enthusiasm. Joy as the life of the
party. Joy is the glass is half-full
perspective.
What if joy has a
shy and silent side? What if joy has a
reserved and reverent side? What if joy
has a courageous side? Or as one author
says, “Rejoice -means to be in a rut of joy.”
This rut doesn’t mean we are always singing “The Sun will come out
tomorrow.” But we also hold softly that
brokenness is never the last word. It is
knowing that more than the glass being half full or half empty, the
glass can be refilled by God!! (Please re-read that)
We start Advent
with the candle of “Hope” because this light will illuminate the places and
people where God is still at work. Hope
will doggedly keep shining and searching and sharing that God isn’t
finished yet. We move to “Peace”, or
shalom, well-being for all the world.
Hope and peace work together in tandem.
Hope says one step, Peace says in this direction. Hope says God is here, Peace proclaims God is
healing. Hope nudges and Peace
nourishes. Joy comes alongside and
sings, “Yes, this is true and can be trusted and needs to be shared.” Joy invites others to be on the journey. When these three: hope, peace, and joy throw
a party or invite you on a journey, I encourage you to say, “Yes”. Along the way, we will tend to the aches and
pains. We will notice the color purple
out in the field (thank you to poet/prophetess Alice Walker). We will laugh and cry and sometimes walk
silently just being/breathing together.
That is what faith is; what the church is called to; our ministry and
mission.
We can take breaks
along the way to rejoice, to remember the rut of joy, that can feed and fuel
our lives now and every day in the coming year.
Alleluia and Amen.
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