I believe there is
a soundtrack that accompanies the Sermon on the Mount. I believe that as Jesus was preaching his
organist fired up the Hammond electric organ to start playing in the
background. There is a melody when I read the Beatitudes in Matthew 5:1-12,
about God’s downward mobility that is the heart of Christmas ~ God born in a
dingy, dusty stable and laid in a manger ~ not the posh palaces or holy temples. I hear a harmony when last week we studied
the emotions of frustration and fear that too often feeds and fuels our
lives. There is a song that stirs in my
soul as I read the Sermon on the Mount as I realize that I am featherless
bipeds who lets my reptile brains too often pick the radio station in my life. Because as I read the Sermon on the Mount in
chapter 5, I find myself sing these words, “Not my brother, not my sister, but
it's me, O Lord, Standin' in the need of prayer; Not my brother, not my sister,
but it's me, O Lord, Standin' in the need of prayer. It's me, it's me, O Lord, Standin'
in the need of prayer; It's me, it's me, O Lord, Standin' in the need of
prayer.”
And after chapter
5 with its lessons on blessedness (God-with-ness) in the least likely places
and focus on anger and loving our enemies, Jesus turns to prayer. That makes sense, because I realize that if
it is only up to me to embrace and embody the words of Jesus in the Sermon on
the Mount, I don’t think my chances are great.
Left to my own agendas and thoughts, I will wander off like the Prodigal
Son and find myself in the pigsty of life.
Left to my own ways of I thinking I will be lured by the Superbowl
commercials next Sunday promising me that if I just buy this brand of chips or
a new iphone or switch to AT&T…all my problems would be solved. One of my seminary professors liked to say,
“You go and buy that brand of chips, finish the whole bag, look in the mirror
and realize you are the same schmuck you were before you went to the store.” Oh, I resemble that remark.
Prayer for me is
one way that seeks God’s wholeness rather than being wrapped up only in my own
plotting and planning. Prayer for me is
an opening that offers a way to experience the promise of God’s unconditional
and unceasing love that can’t be purchased from any store. Often, we describe prayer as a one-way
conversation, a monologue, words we toss/throw like a hail mary toward God -
hoping God, like a Genie in a Bottle, might grant one of our wishes.
What do you think
of when you think of prayer? How might
prayer be an experience and encounter with God?
Maybe prayer is not a formula to follow but a relationship
to explore. Maybe prayer is less about following
directions and more a direction to orient your soul. For today, ponder your understandings of
prayer. Who taught you to pray? What have you picked up at church concerning
prayer? By the way that is an important
question because too often I think the church teaches and preaches that prayer
is for you to fold your hands and bow your heads and quietly listen while the
pastor offers a coda to the sermon. It
is my prayer this week that we would dare to dive into this topic – and that we
will do more than talk about prayer, we might pray in ways that our souls feel
their worth, our hearts are strangely warmed, and we realize that God’s
presence is right here in the less-than-perfectness of life.
God, You are a
circle whose circumference stretches further than the horizon and whose center
is everywhere and wherever we are. May
this be more than words on a screen we read, but an experience we live this
week. Amen.
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