Tuesday, June 24, 2025

Psalms for Today ~ Emotional Rollercoaster

 


Read Psalms 94-96

 

I think the Psalmist woke up on the wrong side of the bed when they wrote Psalm 94.  I think the Psalmist woke up with a bad case of the “Grumpy Dwarfs”.  And it is so easy for me to think, “Lighten up a bit,” without a hint of irony that I can sound just as defeated and deflated and defiant as the Psalmist, especially after I check my newsfeed on my phone.  I can get frustrated and flummoxed by the state of the world today.  I can feel outrage simmer in my soul, ready to boil over the moment I hear one more piece of bad news from gun violence to war to a multitude of humanitarian crises to cutting funding to the least and lost to how we treat people who immigrate to this country.  To be sure, anger can be healthy.  Anger points out where our values have been violated.  I get upset, smoke fumes from my ears, when I see the beloved of God dehumanized and used as political pawns for power and control.  I get upset when our leaders act like money is the only thing that matters.  I get upset when the word “Christian” is attached to folks who I don’t understand how we are reading the same gospels.  Given this, I relate to and resonate with Psalm 94, where I just didn’t know you could say the quiet part out loud—where God might hear you.  To be sure, I think the Psalms of lament offer us a chance to process our pain so we don’t pass it along.  But, I also know that sometimes I can get stuck, stymied in cycles of cynicism and criticism, where nothing seems good enough.  Then, just when things seem hopeless, helpless, and going to hell in a handbasket, you turn the page to Psalm 95, and it is emotional whiplash.  Suddenly, the Psalmist belts out, “Come, let us praise God!”  Wait, what?  Weren’t we just listing all the ways the world has gone off the rails, now we are supposed to make a joyful noise?  And Psalm 96 continues this theme of singing with Julie Andrews that, “the hills are alive with the sound of music.”  As you read, Psalm 96, there is a gem of a verse, “For all the gods of the peoples are idols.”  This might be a reference to the time in Exodus where the people made a golden calf because Moses was on an extended vacation upon the mountain chit-chatting with God (who approved Moses to have that much time off??).  I don’t have to know if this actually happened, but I know it is true because we still make gods today.  We pour our attention and affection toward influencers, politicians, and athletes because part of us wants to be like that.  At the same time, I know that I will never dunk a basketball or throw a football or hit a ball in any way that anyone would want to pay me for ~ unless it was never to watch me do that again.  The Psalms are complex and contradictory because life is like that.  We can wake up with a case of the “Grumpy Dwarfs,” wear a sneer on our face as if to dare anyone to make us smile, only to have a friend call us and start telling us a joke that breaks through our blahs, turning our souls to dancing.  Life can move from Psalm 94 to 95 in the blink of an eye ~ and back again, too. 

 

As you ponder these three Psalms today ~ where is your soul?  Which lines from 94, 95, or 96 did your shy soul shout, “Amen! Preach!” as you read the words?  Which lines did you cringe and wonder, “Why am I reading the Psalms again?”  As I am reading I think, “Haven’t we reached fifty lament Psalms yet, because it feels like more right now!?  Hold the real, raw, heartfelt, earnest honesty in these Psalms, letting them meet you in the emotions that stir and swirl within you in these days. Amen.

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